Suicidal Letters

Petrified
Heart beats quicker as it starts to fall
Intensely
Why did she let all the flower die
Spirit of fire
Eternal flame that burns in desire's name
All the dreams
Driven away, far away among the hills

She got suicidal letters...

False romance
Nothing but a game to her again
Contradictions
Like the good and bad and the worst and best
All her scriptions
Where there was anything just to deceive
Book of lies
Every kind of love has it's sacrifice

She got suicidal letters
In her pocket full of lies

Step aside
Impossible for those who can't resist
The missing link
For lack of honesty
Among herself
Out of reality
Virtual behaviour
She learned to fake
Mercy killing
Peculiar way
To put an end to life


Heavenwood

Hush in my hands
There's not a thing
So precious than you in my hands

You can never let me leave you
So please, take care of me

Hail in my hands
The euphoric feel will never part with me
I spend my time
In your hands
I'm as in love as I am tired
So please, take care of me

Take care of me: Agua de Annique

i see him turn away
although my eyes are shut with emptiness
and again the rain falls down
together with me

this blood in my body runs for you
drink my tears as i cry

my heart and my mind crave for you
drink my tears as i cry

it is sad how the rain falls down

i see you walk away
falling down i cry and scream your name
and again the rain falls down
together with me

my ache is yours as i am
drink my tears as i cry


In motion #2: The Gathering

Horrivelmente mutilado
Junto as peças
Numa azáfama de desespero
Guardo o franzir da sobrancelha no armário das dores
Junto aos destroços cardíacos
Arrumo as ideias que já não me pertencem
Em busca do analgésico antes eficaz

A dor não passa
A dor não passa...
Fecho o armário entalando-me num amor morto
Num só golpe misericordioso
Na tentativa de impor um ruidoso convite de regresso à vida.


O regresso: Bizarra Locomotiva

For My Demons

well I'm here
and summer is gone I hear
so pray for me
as I now leave your town
when did I say this
I will never leave
I can't recall this
moment in my life

you would never sleep at night
if you knew what I've been through
and this thought is all I have
to trust upon when light is gone

my problem was
that you kept me here too long
and today is when
we'll regret that I came by
when did I say this
I will never leave
I can't recall this
moment in my life

life is full of darkness
and murderers come my way
someday you will join them
and I will let you in

Katatonia

Mordo a língua para me sentir vivo
Mordo as grades para me sentir vivo
Mordo os dedos para me sentir vivo
Mordo a clausura para me sentir vivo

Mordo
Mordo
Mordo
Para me sentir vivo

Mordo
Mordo
Para me sentir vivo

Mordo-te os seios para me sentir vivo
Mordo-te insano para me sentir vivo
Mordo-te o púbis para me sentir vivo
Mordo-te louca para me sentir vivo

Mordo
Mordo
Mordo
Para me sentir vivo

Mordo
Mordo
Para me sentir vivo

Mordo
Mordo
Mordo
Para me sentir vivo

Mordo-te os lábios para me sentir vivo
Mordo o pavor para me sentir vivo
Arranho a urna para me sentir vivo
Mordo-te a vida para me sentir vivo

Mordo
Mordo
Mordo
Para me sentir vivo

Mordo
Mordo
Para me sentir vivo
Mordo
Mordo
Mordo
Para me sentir vivo.


Mordo: BL

In my darkest hours

In my darkest of hours
I yearn for the light my life devours
Winter's at hand
In search of a key, a door, an end

Hear my voice, don't quail inside the void
nor fear the sound of winter winds around

In my darkest of nights
I yearn for the dawn to bring me alive
How to ascend?
while you hold the key that shield my end

Hear my voice, it's calling on the dawn
Ascend to fall, but never to withdraw

Winter nights...I hold them inside
I stand to fall, giving in on life as a whole
Winds of time...won't mend my sombre mind
I can't deny that I'm on a closing way down

Morning star...shining from afar
your radiance diminish every day now
Evening star...you've lost your stalwart
Your skies endark
like my mind, my soul and my heart

Come take my hand
and lead me on towards the end
The darkness in me
devours the strength I craved for all these years

These feelings I have never shown remain unknown
I really don't know if I'm that strong...

These secrets I have held inside through all my life
I guess I'll shield them till I die...


Sirenia

My Dying Bride - For My Fallen Angel

As I draw up my breath,
And silver fills my eyes.
I kiss her still,
For she will never rise.

On my weak body,
Lays her dying hand.
Through those meadows of Heaven,
Where we ran.

Like a thief in the night,
The wind blows so light.
It wars with my tears,
That won't dry for many years.

"Loves golden arrow
At her should have fled,
And not Deaths ebon dart
To strike her dead."

A Perfect Circle - 3 libras

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million same

Difficult not to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
When I look right through,
See you naked but oblivious

And you don't see me

But I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see, see through it all
See through, see you

'Cause I threw you the obvious
To see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy

Oh well, oh well
Apparently nothing,
Apparently nothing at all

You don't, you don't
You don't see me

You don't, you don't
You don't see me

You don't, you don't
You don't see me

You don't, you don't
You don't see me

You don't see me

You don't, you don't
You don't see me at all

EU SOU O ANJO DO DESESPERO
[Heiner Müller - Adolfo Luxúria Canibal / Miguel Pedro]

Eu sou o anjo do desespero.
Das minhas mãos distribuo a embriaguês,
a estupefacção, o esquecimento, gozo e
tormento dos corpos.
Meu discurso é o silêncio, meu canto o grito.
À sombra das minhas asas mora o terror.
Minha esperança é o último suspiro.
Minha esperança é a primeira batalha.
Eu sou a faca com que o morto arromba o seu caixão.
Eu sou aquele que será.
Meu descolar é a sublevação, meu céu o abismo de amanhã.

In My Time Of Need

I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading
I try to forget you as you forgot me
This time there is nothing left for you to take, this is goodbye

Summer is miles and miles away
And no one would ask me to stay

And I should contemplate this change
To ease the pain
And I should step out of the rain
Turn away

Close to ending it all, I am drifting through the stages
Of the rapture born within this loss
Thoughts of death inside, tear me apart from the core of my soul

Summer is miles and miles away
And no one would ask me to stay

And I should contemplate this change
To ease the pain
And I should step out of the rain
Turn away

At times the dark's fading slowly
But it never sustains
Would someone watch over me
In my time of need


Opeth


perfect..

To Bid You Farewell

I am awaiting the sunrise
Gazing modestly through the coldest morning
Once it came you lied
Embracing us over autumn's proud treetops

I stand motionless
In a parade of falling rain
Your voice I cannot hear
As I am falling again

Devotion eludes
And in sadness I lumber
In my own ashes I am standing without a soul
She wept and whispered: "I know..."

We walked into the night
Am I to bid you farewell?

Why can't you see that I try
When every tear I shed
Is for you?


Opeth

Pedro Abrunhosa - Fantasia

Tudo se passa em segredo
numa praia à beira mar,
sempre em noites de céu negro,
sem estrelas nem luar.
O cenario é um velho hotel,
sem janelas para a rua,
sinto-me à flor da pele,
numa guerra sem quartel,
quando te pões toda nua.

Ah! Se chego ao pé de ti,
deixo logo de pensar.
Ando em louco frenesim,
só te quero devorar...
Ah! Se chego ao pé de ti.

Do sofa à alcatifa,
o teu corpo vai e vem.
Fazes-me sentir califa
no nirvana de um harém.
Enrolada nos lencóis
endoideces de prazer,
arrancas-te os caracóis,
dizes: "Ja nao posso mais",
e nao paras de gemer.

Refrao

Com um gesto sedutor
mergulhas vezes sem fim,
gritas de desejo e dor,
nada pode ser melhor,
queres ficar sempre assim.
Pões-me a cabeca a ferver,
mais em brasa que um ticao,
chegas-me a fazer perder,
(isto assim nao pode ser)
toda a réstia de razao.

Refrao

Pedro Abrunhosa - Talvez Foder

Há bombas em Belfast e em Beirute
É preciso afinar o azimute
E eu e tu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder
E tu e eu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder

Há mortos na Palestina e há feridos em Israel
Conversações que não saiem do papel
E eu e tu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder
E tu e eu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder

Porque o que eu quero é o teu corpo e o teu sexo
Porque o que eu quero é o teu corpo e o teu sexo
Porque o que eu quero é o teu corpo e o teu sexo
Porque o que eu quero é o teu corpo e o teu sexo

Há snipers em Saraievo e há fome em Bombaim
Guerra civil sem vergonha nem fim
E eu e tu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder
E tu e eu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder

Há fascistas em Berlim e em Moscovo
É o discurso que de velho se faz novo
E eu e tu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder
E tu e eu o que é que temos p'ra fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder

Porque o que eu quero é o teu corpo e o teu sexo
Porque o que eu quero é o teu corpo e o teu sexo
Porque o que eu quero é o teu corpo e o teu sexo
Porque o que eu quero é o teu corpo e o teu sexo

E eu e tu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder
E tu e eu o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder

E nós todos o que é que temos que fazer?
Talvez foder, talvez foder

I remember yesterday
The rain fell to the earth
For I dream of your arrival
And color my dark world with faith

Knowing you would be the strong one
To keep my focus in close view

I thank the heavens above
For the angel beside me today
The guardian of my sanity
The one who will save my soul
If I ever doubt the faith I hold
I only need one smile from you
And an autumn reflection
will deliver me to your arms

Someday you will understand
How much you mean to me
for every day that passes me by
I long for the person you will become

I thank the heavens above
For the angel beside me today
The guardian of my sanity
The one who will save my soul
If I ever doubt the faith I hold
I only need one smile from you
And an autumn reflection
will deliver me to your arms

I am stronger now
Since you came into my life
With a thought of your smile
I remember yesterday


Autumn Reflection: Novembers Doom